http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/ Samantha Thinks... - LiveJournal.com Sat, 29 Jul 2006 21:09:12 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com xcagesorwings personal http://userpic2-origin.livejournal.com/31877281/7202177 http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/ 100 75 http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/12864.html Sat, 29 Jul 2006 21:09:12 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/12864.html Y 0 U<br />[ .01. ] first name: Samantha<br />[ .02. ] middle name: Rachel<br />[ .03. ] last intial:S.<br />[ .04. ] nickname(s): Sam, Sammy, Sammi, Manfa, etc.<br />[ .05. ] sex: Female<br />[ .06. ] birthday: Mar. 5<br />[ .07. ] height: 5’3’’<br />[ .08. ] hair color: Red and brown <br />[ .09. ] eye color: green/brown<br />[ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: glasses<br />[ .011. ] do you have braces: yes<br />[ .012. ] is your hair long or short: long<br />[ .013. ] where were you born: NY<br />[ .014. ] current location: NY<br />[ .015. ] zodiac sign: Piesces<br />[ .016. ] how many languages do you know: English and Spanish. I can read Hebrew, spell-sign, and speak giberish too.<br />[ .017. ] what language do you want to learn: ASL<br />[ .018. ] bad habits: ugh.<br />[ .019. ] piercing you have: ears<br />[ .020. ] piercing you want: idk yet<br />[ .021. ] tattoos you have: zero<br />[ .023. ] today: is now saturday<br />[ .024. ] today's date: July&nbsp; 29 2006.<br />[ .025. ] the time: 12:42<br />[ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions: Uhm, sure, why not<br /><br />F A M i L Y<br />[ .027. ] mother's name: Bonnie<br />[ .028. ] father's name: Jeff<br />[ .029. ] brother's name: Toby<br />[ .030. ] sister's name: Jennifer, Michelle<br />[ .031. ] favorite aunt: Sharon<br />[ .032. ] favorite uncle: Glenn<br />[ .033. ] favorite grandparent: Poppa.<br />[ .036. ] worst relative: nocomment<br />[ .037. ] best relative: all of my 2nd cousins are awesome. So is scott, and david, and savannah<br />[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: yes<br />[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: my sisters and my mom.<br /><br />P E T S<br />[ .040. ] do you have any pets: yes<br />[ .041. ] what are their names: Toby<br />[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: Shih Tzu<br /><br />S C H 0 0 L<br />[ .043. ] are you still in school: hs sophmore<br />[ .044. ] did you drop out: no<br />[ .045. ] current gpa: idk<br />[ .046. ] favorite grade: so far, 7th or 5th or 8th<br />[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 2nd and 8th<br />[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Hershkowitz&lt;3<br />[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Dryburgh<br />[ .050. ] favorite subject: chorus<br />[ .051. ] least favorite subject: math<br />[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: brought<br />[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: haha<br />[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: School play, tri-m, choirs, its, and more <br />[ .055. ] are/was you popular: Thankfully not<br />[ .056. ] favorite dance: the macarena..jk, i havent gone to any...except 8th grade, but tht was horrible.<br />[ .057. ] favorite memory: In my school? idk.<br />[ .058. ] favorite memory you want to have: ?<br />[ .059. ] least favorite memory:&nbsp; people.<br />[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: Do you want a list?<br /><br />F A V 0 R i T E S<br />[ .061. ] number: 3<br />[ .062. ] letter: S<br />[ .063. ] shoes: my cheap ones from target =)<br />[ .064. ] saying(s): don’t really have one. <br />[ .065. ] TV show: I’m a joss whedon freak<br />[ .066. ] sport: dance<br />[ .067. ] vegetable: idk &lt;3<br />[ .068. ] fruit: strawberries<br />[ .069. ] movie: Pay it Forward<br />[ .070. ] magazine: none<br />[ .071. ] actor: idk<br />[ .072. ] actress: alison lohman is...wow.<br />[ .073. ] candy: chocolate<br />[ .074. ] gum: orbit<br />[ .075. ] scent: depends<br />[ .076. ] candy bar: any<br />[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: idk<br />[ .078. ] color: greeeen<br />[ .079. ] season: autumn<br />[ .080. ] holiday: hi like the days that arent holidays, but end up being better than any holiday could<br />[ .081. ] band: i dont play favorites with bands.<br />[ .082. ] singer: Ani Difranco<br />[ .083. ] group: spice girls<br />[ .084. ] rapper: gym class heroes<br />[ .085. ] type of music: everything<br />[ .086. ] thing in your room: bed<br />[ .087. ] place to be: not here<br />[ .089. ] tv channel: movie channels make me happy, and oldschool nick channel...idk what its called<br />[ .090. ] junk food: everything<br />[ .091. ] overall food: idk<br />[ .092. ] store:a few of them<br />[ .093. ] hangout: Meh<br />[ .094. ] fast food: taco bell<br />[ .095. ] restaurant: meh<br />[ .096. ] shape: Stars<br />[ .097. ] time of day: night<br />[ .098. ] country: havent been to any other than this...and i know USA isnt my favorite<br />[ .099. ] state: NY is pretty sweet<br />[ .100. ] boy's name: idk<br />[ .101. ] girl's name: idk<br />[ .102. ] mall: dontcare<br />[ .103. ] video game: none<br />[ .104. ] shampoo: meh<br />[ .105. ] board game: PRETTY PRETTY PRINCESS<br />[ .106. ] computer game: dontcare<br />[ .107. ] car: idc<br />[ .108. ] music video: i nevergot into music videos<br />[ .109. ] swear word: idk<br />[ .110. ] word: lovely<br />[ .111. ] month: all of them<br />[ .112. ] cartoon character: chuckie or ginger<br />[ .113. ] scary movie: gothika<br />[ .114. ] team: meh<br />[ .115. ] possession: idk<br /><br />------------sam will now go to bed, she'll finish this another time-----------<br /><br />WHATS THE FiRST THiNG Y0U TH0UGHT 0F WHEN Y0U HEAR..<br />[ .116. ] eminem: white rap<br />[ .117. ] dog: toby<br />[ .118. ] hot: summer<br />[ .119. ] britney spears: elissa<br />[ .120. ] nsync: alyssa<br />[ .121. ] real world: stupid<br />[ .122. ] orange: yay!<br />[ .123. ] choice: opportunity<br />[ .124. ] fuck: you<br />[ .125. ] bisexual: okay<br />[ .126. ] black: panther<br />[ .127. ] icq: einstein<br />[ .128. ] insane clown posse: little car<br />[ .129. ] linkin park:&nbsp; whatever<br />[ .130. ] jack: and jill went up the hill<br />[ .131. ] rainbow: lucky charms<br />[ .133. ] cucumber: salad<br />[ .134. ] shark: tale<br />[ .135. ] lifehouse: faily<br />[ .136. ] bat: man<br />[ .137. ] leather: purse<br />[ .138. ] whip: ouch<br />[ .139. ] america: home<br />[ .140. ] water: poool<br />[ .141. ] volcano: hot<br />[ .142. ] rock or rap: rock<br />[ .143. ] rock or pop: rock<br />[ .144. ] rock or r&amp;b: rock<br />[ .145. ] rock or metal: rock<br />[ .146. ] rap or pop: pop<br />[ .147. ] rap or r&amp;b: r&amp;b <br />[ .148. ] rap or metal: metal<br />[ .149. ] pop or r&amp;b: pop<br />[ .150. ] pop or metal: pop<br />[ .151. ] r&amp;b or metal: r&amp;b <br />[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park<br />[ .153. ] tool or korn: tool<br />[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: either.<br />[ .155. ] hot or cold: cold<br />[ .156. ] winter or summer: autumn.<br />[ .157. ] spring or fall: autumn<br />[ .158. ] shakira or britney: Shakira.<br />[ .159. ] icp or eminem: Eminem.<br />[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: marilyn manson<br />[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: Garbage<br />[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: VH1<br />[ .163. ] buffy or angel: Buffy.<br />[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: Gilmore Girls.<br />[ .165. ] football or basketball: neither<br />[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: winter.<br />[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding<br />[ .168. ] rollerblading or skateboarding: i wish i could skate.<br />[ .169. ] black or white: white<br />[ .170. ] orange or red: orange<br />[ .171. ] yellow or green: Green.<br />[ .172. ] purple or pink: either<br />[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: neither<br />[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: hot topic<br />[ .175. ] inside or outside: Outside<br />[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: nothing<br />[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell<br />[ .178. ] pen or pencil: mechanical pencil, please<br />[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: powerpuff<br />[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: scooby doo<br />[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon:pokemon<br />[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: Star Wars.<br />[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: either<br />[ .184. ] prep or punk: labels suck<br />[ .185. ] slut or whore:ew.<br /><br />P R i V A T E L i F E<br />[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: No<br />[ .187. ] do you have a crush: not anymore. =)<br />[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: my family is pretty wonderful, but thats not what you wanted to hear<br />[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: nope<br />[ .190. ] how many people have you liked: many<br />[ .191. ] who was your first crush: brian<br />[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: prob none<br />[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: not many<br />[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: "loving is fine if you have plenty of time for walking on stilts at the edge of your mind"<br />[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like:...<br />[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: No<br />[ .197. ] please post it if you do: No<br />[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: Yes.<br />[ .199. ] please post it if you do: I’m too lazy, I have myspace for that<br />[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: personality<br />[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: no<br />[ .202. ] are you still friends: --<br />[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: nope<br />[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: no<br />[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: No.<br />[ .206. ] how about a little x: No.<br />[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: No.<br />[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: bad<br />[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: im the sissy who drinks soda<br />[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: no<br />[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: neither<br />[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke:i dont<br />[ .213. ] have you ever drank Hpnotiq: no<br />[ .214. ] if yes, when was the last time you got some: --<br /><br />W 0 U L D Y 0 U EVER..<br />[ .215. ] bungee jump: prob not<br />[ .216. ] sky dive: i really want to, but ill never go through with it<br />[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: Yes<br />[ .218. ] scuba dive: Yes<br />[ .219. ] go rock climbing: maybe<br />[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: no<br />[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: prob not, it really depends on what im gaining. i mean, if its for my wellbeing, then yes<br />[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: nope<br />[ .223. ] cross-dress: halloween<br />[ .224. ] lie to the police: no<br />[ .225. ] run from the polic:no?<br />[ .226. ] lie to your parents: not about huge things.<br />[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them:nah<br />[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer:&nbsp; hahaha oh man<br />[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: no<br />[ .230. ] streak: nah<br /><br />Y 0 U R F R I E N D S<br />[ .231. ] best friends: they know<br />[ .232. ] known longest: Susie<br />[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: alana fallis<br />[ .234. ] wish you saw more: all of them<br />[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: true friends thatll really pull through - not many. people to give a hug and make me smile - a lot<br />[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: ah =X<br />[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: daria<br />[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': no<br />[ .239. ] craziest: susie and alyssa -- in two totally different ways<br />[ .240. ] loudest: ashley or susie probably<br />[ .241. ] shyest: nicole<br />[ .242. ] best hair: i love darias hair<br />[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: susie<br />[ .244. ] best eyes: nicole or meliss<br />[ .243. ] best body: never really paid attention<br />[ .246. ] most athletic: most of them are better than me<br />[ .247. ] sex symbol: hhahaha<br />[ .248. ] hot tempered: =X<br />[ .249. ] most impatient: they all are patient<br />[ .250. ] shortest: kristin probably. (DARIA ISNT! OH MY GOSHH)<br />[ .251. ] tallest: susie is a giant! jk. but shes so tall<br />[ .252. ] talented: in a way, they all are<br />[ .253. ] best singer: most of the people from music man or the y are phenominal.<br />[ .254. ] skinniest: daria?<br />[ .255. ] nicest: nicole or danielle<br />[ .256. ] best personality: they all have a good personality<br />[ .257. ] biggest drug user: =X<br /><br />HAVE Y0U EVER:<br />[ .258. ] flashed someone: nope<br />[ .259. ] told a person how you felt bout them: mmmhm<br />[ .260. ] been to michigan: No.<br />[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: No.<br />[ .263. ] skateboarded: no..teach me?<br />[ .264. ] skinny dipped: no<br />[ .265. ] stolen anything: nope<br />[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: Eh.<br />[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: No.<br />[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: Yes.<br />[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: nope<br />[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: nope<br />[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: o<br />[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: not really<br />[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: no<br />[ .275. ] been to a concert: Yes.<br />[ .276. ] been to another country: eh, out of this country<br />[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: Yes.<br />[ .278. ] got pulled over: cant drive<br />[ .279. ] got in a car accident: DONT JINX IIIIIIIIT<br />[ .280. ] broke a law: I’m sure<br />[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: no.<br />[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: No.<br />[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: Yes.<br />[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: no<br />[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: no<br />[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: Haha, no<br /><br />0 P I N I 0 N S<br />[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: ehh, its okay<br />[ .288. ] about boy bands: I liked them when I was little<br />[ .289. ] about flag burning: It’s a piece of cloth <br />[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: war is bad<br />[ .291. ] about suicide: stop and get help first...please.<br />[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: Close minded idiots<br />[ .293. ] about abortion: for<br />[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: Why not<br />[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: On my way to a happy&nbsp; life<br />[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: a few<br /><br />W H A T D I D Y 0 U D 0<br />[ .297. ] last birthday: 2 amazing kids threw me a surprise party, then day of went downtown npt with 2 other amazing kids<br />[ .298. ] yesterday: shopped with mommerface, went to tildet's<br />[ .299. ] last weekend: i have no sense of days ot he week during summer.<br />[ .300. ] christmas: chanukah<br />[ .301. ] thanksgiving: maryland<br />[ .302. ] new year's: susie's with lindsay and kimmers<br />[ .303. ] halloween: aimee and nicole &lt;3<br />[ .304. ] easter: jew<br />[ .305. ] valentine's day: made a valentine for faye nicole and hana<br /><br />T H E L A S T<br />[ .306. ] thing you ate: a cookie<br />[ .307. ] thing you drank: iced passion tea...sweetened.<br />[ .308. ] thing you wore: my current clothing<br />[ .309. ] place you went:&nbsp; tildet's<br />[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: ears<br />[ .311. ] person you saw: Mom<br />[ .312. ] person you kissed: mom on the cheek<br />[ .313. ] person you fxcked: virgin, kthnx<br />[ .314. ] person you talked to: mom<br />[ .315. ] song you heard: star mile- joshua radin<br />[ .316. ] what are you eating: Nothing<br />[ .317. ] what are you drinking: iced passion tea<br />[ .318. ] what are you wearing: clothes<br />[ .319. ] any shoes on: No<br />[ .320. ] hat: no<br />[ .321. ] listening to: joshua radin<br />[ .322. ] talking to anyone: no<br />[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: Not pissed. Just bored.<br /><br />Y or N<br />[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: n<br />[ .325. ] do you like cows: n<br />[ .326. ] are you a bxtch: n<br />[ .327. ] are you artistic: y, sometimes<br />[ .328. ] do you write poetry: y<br />[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: n<br />[ .330. ] can you ski: n<br />[ .331. ] are you british: n<br />[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: n<br />[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: n<br />[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: y<br />[ .335. ] would you eat mac &amp; cheese with hot dogs in it: n<br />[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland: They didn't write it, Lewis Carroll did. and he WAS on drugs when he wrote it so let's credit the drug-usage to him rather than the Disney creators.<br />[ .337. ] are you straight: y<br />[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: insane<br />[ .339. ] are you nice: y<br />[ .340. ] are you naughty: n<br />[ .341. ] are you short: ehh<br />[ .342. ] are you tall: n<br />[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: y<br />[ .344. ] how about orange pants: n<br />[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: n<br />[ .346. ] are you evil : n<br />[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: y<br />[ .348. ] is britney a whore: n<br />[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: n<br />[ .350. ] am i annoying you?: y<br />[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: n<br />[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: no<br />[ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: n<br />[ .354. ] this is over are you happy now hahah: ...y http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/12864.html the fear you wont fall - joshua radin content public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/12550.html Fri, 21 Jul 2006 05:37:20 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/12550.html So tonight was positively AMAZING. It was the first time I've walked into a Y show in 2 years that I didn't feel like an intruder or lesser than anyone else. Seeing Mike Axler (I screamed when I saw him...I just...agh I love Mike Axler more than almost anyone in that camp, he's such a great person. I wouldn't have survived without him) , Heather, Ruthie and Laura was so wonderful, I can't even explain it. Also seeing all the people who are too old for camp now or are consulers. Like Leah and Liza(I'm surprised she even remembered me, but she quoted me and did my dodo voice hahaha &lt;3 ) and Kimmmm &lt;3 and ALANA FALLIS! &lt;333 and Mike Young =) and Steph Lacker (even though she wsant a camper...but shes still an ocs kiddo.)...and most importantly LAUREN MAHON. I love lauren more than words can explain, justtttt so you're all aware. Also the current campers are still cuties..Britt and Renna and Ilana and Tiff and Pincus x 2 and Jacob Spadaro. They're all so freaking precious. I miss some people so&nbsp; much, but I'm more than happy to say I don't feel at any loss for stopping those shows. I guess it's like you just reach a point when you outgrow things you used to love. And it comes to the point where you can learn to live without it and grow and become an even better person.<br /><br />This past week or-so I have been the happiest I can remember for so long. Not that I haven't been happy. I just haven't been consistantly happy to this degree for such a long time. It's amazing to wake up in the morning and feel like I'm finally in the right place. To look in the mirror and not pick apart every single imperfection I can find. It's just great to think highly of myself, and amilw a lot...real genuine smiles.<br /><br />I got to spend a lot of time with Susie the past few days, which was amazing, of course, because I missed her so much while she was away.<br /><br />Anyway I'm quite tired, and need to wake up tomorrow. More another time.<br /><br /><br />All my love for tonight goesss tooo -- ALANA FALLIS LAUREN MAHON AND KIMBERLY DOXEY. &lt;333<br /><br />byee,<br />Sam http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/12550.html The Night the Whole World Caught on Fire -- The Feverfew public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/12465.html Thu, 13 Jul 2006 06:48:39 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/12465.html So my current discussion with Mia reminded me what You Are Beautiful is really all about. A lot of it is as I explain it to people, a project in hopes of making people happy. To make one person smile when they see You Are Beautiful written somewhere. But there's also another factor in it which has become kind of dear to me, I guess. It's the belief that everyone really <strong>is</strong> beautiful. It doesn't matter your size, shape, gender, or race. Your measurements, your pants size...it all doesn't matter. You ARE beautiful. All of you. I don't care if you hate me, if I'm not too fond of you. If you're popular, if you're picked on. You really are beautiful. Yeah, I wanted to say that. Have a good night/morning everyone! http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/12465.html Somedays - Regina Spektor tired public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/12150.html Mon, 03 Jul 2006 03:53:27 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/12150.html <div align="left"><font size="1">It's been quite a while since I posted something other than a survey. Whatever. It's time to catch up with this thing.</font><br /><br /><font size="1">So it's summer, finally. Freshman year is over. Woo! Although it probably was one of the best years I've had. Schoolwise, it was okay. I had a few awesome teachers, and a few really sucky ones. I became friends with some amazing people whom i love more than life itself. I guess I'm sad a new school year will probably bring some changes in that, but whatever, whatever happens, happens.</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Summer also means that my favorite people leave. Hana Susie and Alyssa are all in sleepaway and I miss them so much! But I've spoken to Hana on the phone and through mail! And Susie can get on the internet at Frenchwoods, which is awesome. But yeah, sleepaways a bummer.</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Besides that, summer's been pretty normal. Hanging out with some pretty awesome kids. I've gotten closer to Leah and Alyssa, who are pretty much beyond amazing and they make me so happy. I've drifted from a few people, but hey, thats all normal.</font><br /><br /><font size="1">I've made new goals for myself this summer too. I'm going to 1. find the beauty in everyone and have compassion for htem whether i like them or not &amp; 2. not get angry as easily. I made these goals for myself for a couple reasons. The beauty one is because in order to be a part of the You Are Beautiful project, I think everyone really should believe everyone is beautiful, and thats what I'm going to do. And with that I think it'll be easier to not dislike people as much. And I think it's just a good way to make myself a happier person. The goal about being angry is because I feel like anger has no good outcome, ever. Anger has never solved a problem for me, it's never even made it better. It's just another way to make myself happier, I guess. (And Jenn owns life.)<br /><br />I'm seeing Ani Difranco live in 11 days...well actually itll be 10 is less than 30 minutes!!!!! AHH YAY!&nbsp; &lt;33<br /><br />Anyway I feel kinda sick so I'm going to write more next time I guess. Have a good night everyone.<br /></font></div> http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/12150.html Last Call -- The Feverfew public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/11849.html Fri, 30 Jun 2006 03:02:59 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/11849.html <div align="center"><font size="1"><strong><u></u></strong></font></div> <a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="2 surveys"> <div align="center"><font size="1"><strong><u>+THE BASICALLY BASIC+</u></strong></font><br /><font size="1"><strong></strong>Who may you be? Anyone I want to be.....but you can call me Samantha or Sam or Sammy (if you're special)</font><br /><font size="1">How long have you fought the good fight for? just over 15 years.</font><br /><font size="1">What were you doing before this survey? singing really loud</font><br /><font size="1">What would you really rather be doing? talking to certain peope.<strong></strong></font><br /><font size="1"><strong></strong>Zodiac Sign?Pisces &lt;3</font><br /><font size="1"><strong></strong></font><br /><font size="1"><strong><u>+PEOPLE WHO GIVE YOU CANDY+</u></strong></font><br /><font size="1"><strong></strong>Your bestest friend? I don't play favorites, anymore.<strong></strong></font><br /><font size="1"><strong></strong>How many people can stand talking to you? I'm assuming a bunch.</font><br /><font size="1">How many of them do you absolutely trust? competely trust, zero....trust most of the time, less than 5</font><br /><font size="1">Who do you get along with no matter what? Susie and Nicole</font><br /><font size="1">Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend? No</font><br /><font size="1">If not, why not? Because I truly don't care.</font><br /><font size="1">If not, do you have a crush or muse? Ehh, more like a...walk around the track with Ashley and realize how hot this kid is. =)....but not really, no crushes here</font><br /><font size="1"><strong></strong></font><br /><font size="1"><strong><u>+PERSONALITY QUESTIONS+</u></strong></font><br /><font size="1"><strong></strong>Optimist or pessimist? Both. Depends on my mood.</font><br /><font size="1">Outspoken or shy? A bit of both. </font><br /><font size="1">How do you express yourself (ie. drawing, music, writing)? Writing, Music.</font><br /><font size="1">If you were a saturday morning cartoon, which one would you be? Considering now-a-days a lot of them SUCK. I prefer to be a hxc power ranger...thanks.</font><br /><font size="1">Favourite colour? Green.</font><br /><font size="1">What kind of a drunk are you? I don't drink.</font><br /><font size="1">Does your family have a history of addiction (to anything)? Yup</font><br /><font size="1"><strong></strong></font><br /><font size="1"><strong><u>+RANDOM QUESTIONS+</u></strong></font><br /><font size="1"><strong></strong>Have you ever attempted to find out how man licks it takes to get to the end of a tootsie pop in the name of science? Yeah. I remember once, before a friday night dance class, I got there so early and I sat there with a girl named Britt for SO long trying to, then our dance class had to start so we both gave up. Sorry, rambling.</font><br /><font size="1">Do you own a blog? II have this Livejournal and my Myspace Blog.</font><br /><font size="1">What was your first ambition, or thing you wanted to be in llfe? A star.</font><br /><font size="1">Favourite kind of pizza?&nbsp; The&nbsp; kind you eat.</font><br /><font size="1">In highschool you were/are? dontlabelme..ever</font><br /><font size="1">What would be the catchy or witty title of your famous autobiography? I have no idea.</font><br /><font size="1">What have you done in the name of human rights? Not really, but you'll see me one day. Protesting the jerks like Bush. Don't you worry, I'll be there.</font><br /><font size="1">What was the last movie you watched? Pay it Forward</font><br /><font size="1">Was it worth it? My favorite...ever.</font><br /><font size="1">If you have a job, what do you enjoy about it? I babysit...it doesn't really count. Nonetheless, the two boys are SO cute.</font><br /><font size="1">What do you absolutely hate about it? They're freaking violent, man.</font><br /><font size="1">What do you usually dislike people for? Ignorance.</font><br /><font size="1">Who is the worst musician/act that should have never conspired? A lot of them.</font><br /><font size="1">If no other bands weren't allowed to play music and a super group had to be formed, who would you put in it? Hahahha oh man, don't get me started.</font><br /><font size="1">Why is George Bush still president? Because that election was effed up. And apparently more than 50% of America is made up of idiots.</font><br /><br /><font size="1">What special deformities (physically or mentally) separate you? I don;t know</font><br /><font size="1">What was the last song that was stuck in your head? Baby It's Cold Outside</font><br /><font size="1">What do you think society/humanity/the world will be like in the year 3000? I can't look that far into the future.</font><br /><font size="1">Pick a word you learned recently and explain what it means: Tsuris means trouble or aggrivation</font><br /><font size="1">What was the first song you ever downloaded from the internet? I don't lnow.</font><br /><font size="1">Which area of science/health should we be focusing on? AIDS.</font><br /><font size="1">Pick a quote of any kind that describes you recently? </font><font size="1" face="Comic Sans MS"><font color="#000000">"Sometimes it feels like we're all living in some kind of prison, and the crime is how much we hate ourselves. And it's good to get dressed up every once in awhile and admit the truth. That when you look really closely, people are so strange and so complicated that they're actually beautiful. Possibly even me."</font></font><br /><font size="1">What is the longest distance you have ever walked? A few miles.</font><br /><font size="1">What is the longest distance you have ever travelled, or where did you go? Some island, somewhere</font><br /><font size="1">What was the happiest dream you've had? I don't remember happy dreams, and when I do, I confuse them with reality.</font><br /><font size="1">What IM client/service do you use?AIM</font><br /><font size="1">What sport do you like the most? No sports.</font><br /><font size="1">What sport do you wanna try out? ^^</font><br /><font size="1">What would you name your next pet? I don't know.</font><br /><font size="1">Was there ever an event that made you change your perspective on life, what was it? I think the past couple years in general. Everything fell apart, and as it came back together I discovered things about life and myself.</font><br /></div> <br /><br /> <div align="center"><font size="1">Questions</font><br /><br /><font size="1">l a s t:</font><br /><font size="1">1. friend you saw: Daria</font><br /><font size="1">2. Talked to on the phone: Andrew</font><br /><font size="1">3. Text: Hana</font><br /><font size="1">4. Messaged over myspace: I don't message often...Susie commented me from FRENCHWOODS.</font><br /><br /><font size="1">t o d a y</font><br /><font size="1">1. Wearing: I was wearing a skirt and a tanktop...now I'm wearing pj pants and a tank top</font><br /><font size="1">2. Better than yesterday?: so much</font><br /><br /><font size="1">t o m o r r o w</font><br /><font size="1">1. Is: Friday</font><br /><font size="1">2. Got any plans: Fair with 3 really freakin' awesome kids</font><br /><font size="1">3. Dislikes about tomorrow: Umm..none</font><br /><br /><font size="1">f a v o r i t e</font><br /><font size="1">1. Number: 3 orrrrr 3939393939393939393993939393 or sometimes 4537409402183921879732498757598742984509450953</font><br /><font size="1">2. Color: green</font><br /><font size="1">3. Season: autumn</font><br /><br /><font size="1">c u r r e n t l y</font><br /><font size="1">1. Missing someone: yes </font><br /><font size="1">2. Mood: content</font><br /><font size="1">3. Wanting: water</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: First thing you did this morning</font><br /><font size="1">A: went into michelles room and hugged her</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: Last thing you ate:</font><br /><font size="1">A: stahhhhbucks</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: do you have anything bothering you?:</font><br /><font size="1">A: yes</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: What's annoying you right now?:</font><br /><font size="1">A: wouldn't you like to know</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: What's the last movie you saw?:</font><br /><font size="1">A: pay it forward for like the 17th time....&lt;3</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships?:</font><br /><font size="1">A: hey, whatever works for you.</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now:</font><br /><font size="1">A: nope</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: Where is the last place you went?</font><br /><font size="1">A: starbucks</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: Do you look like your mom or dad?:</font><br /><font size="1">A: mommerface</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: Do you have any siblings?:</font><br /><font size="1">A: 2 sistassss.</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: Do you smile often?:</font><br /><font size="1">A: more often than i used to</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: Do you think that a person is thinking of you too?</font><br /><font size="1">A:&nbsp; sure</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: Do you wish upon stars?</font><br /><font size="1">A: yes</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: Are you a friendly person?:</font><br /><font size="1">A: most of the time</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?:</font><br /><font size="1">A: my own</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: What color shirt are you wearing?:</font><br /><font size="1">A: green</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: What were you doing at 12 last night?:</font><br /><font size="1">A: calling michelle and singing to her with jennnnn</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: When is the last time you saw your dad?:</font><br /><font size="1">A: like 20 min ago</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: Do you have more guy friends or girls friends?</font><br /><font size="1">A: girl</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: When was the last time you cried?</font><br /><font size="1">A: a couple nights ago</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: Do you get angry easily?</font><br /><font size="1">A: yes, but i'm trying to fix that</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: What was your last thought before you went to sleep last night?</font><br /><font size="1">A: YAY MICHELLE.</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: Take any vitamins?</font><br /><font size="1">A: vitamin water makes me smile</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: What are you about to do?</font><br /><font size="1">A: talk to leah</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: Do you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call?</font><br /><font size="1">A:&nbsp; nope</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10.</font><br /><font size="1">A:&nbsp; 7</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: Would you say that most people who first meet you like you?</font><br /><font size="1">A:&nbsp; haha. depends on a lot</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: Do you do any Drugs?</font><br /><font size="1">A: nevernevernever</font><br /><br /><font size="1">Q: Bye!</font><br /><font size="1">A: Have a good night. =)</font></div> </div> <div align="center">&nbsp;</div> <font size="1"></font><br /> <div align="center">&nbsp;</div> http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/11849.html public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/11551.html Fri, 23 Jun 2006 00:54:58 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/11551.html <font size="1"><u>Its Friendship<br /><br /></u>Name 20 friends (No Order)<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 1.Susie<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 2. Hana<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 3. Eric<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 4. Nicole<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 5. Daria<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 6. Andrew<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 7. Madeline<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 8. Amanda<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 9. Felicia<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 10. Leah<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 11. Alyssa<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 12. Ashley<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 13. Shaina<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 14. Erika<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 15. Melissa<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 16. Danielle<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 17. Kristin<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 18. Mia<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 19. Ariel<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 20. Justin<br /></font><font size="1">If all of your friends from this year were surveyed, who would it be most surprising that you're friends with.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Probably Amanda...even though, we're really like...you just wouldn't expect that at all. I guess we just....I don't know, different scenes.<br />Who do you consider your "best friend"<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; There's a few people who are really up there, and I can't even compare them anymore. They all have taken on different roles in my life.<br />Who is your longest lasting friend?<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; Susie Gannon&lt;3<br />Who is the last friend you saw?<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; Nicole and Melissa<br />Anyone you didnt expect to be friends with this year?<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; Felicia.<br />Who is most like you?<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; Different aspects of all of them make them kind of similar to me...but none of them are really exactly like me.<br />Who will you see tomorrow?<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; Nobody.<br />The next day?<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; Awesome. =) Don't ask?<br />Who do you miss?<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; Oh gosh ....pretty much all of them.<br />Which of these people have changed your life?<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; 1-10. &lt;3<br />Who are you talking to right now?<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; Susie and Hana<br />Who couldn't you survive without? <br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; I don't really know. 1-6 are all really important to me.<br />Who do you wish was with you?<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Any of the above.<br />Ready for this?<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Sure.<br />I say a word, you pick a friend.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; Happy: Susie<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Smile: Ariel<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Jump on it: NICOLE!<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Polka Dot: Alyssa<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Hippo: HANA<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Giraffe: OH MAN. Ang isnt on here =(<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Sing:Mia<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Gangsta: Amanda<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Beautiful: Daria<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Crazy: Ashley<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Trust: Hana<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Random: Andrew<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Star: Eric and Hana<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Secrets: Leah<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Twin: Danielle and Kristin<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Zipper: Felicia and Danielle<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Fire: Eric<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Spice Girls: ALYSSA<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Lunch: Shaina<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Mall: Justin<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Starbucks: =)<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Chocolate: Eric<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Marshmallow: Nicole<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Pool: Nicole againnn<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Pikachuuuuu: Alyssa....i dont know why...just Alyssa<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Disney: Ariel<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Library: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. oh man<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Skip: Mia<br />&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; Sprinkler: Melissa<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Dance: Leah<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Pie: HANA<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Cereal: Felicia<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Freak: all.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; Love: all.<br /><br />Happy to be done?<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; yes.<br /><br /><br /></font><font size="1"> </font> http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/11551.html public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/11319.html Wed, 31 May 2006 01:04:36 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/11319.html <a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="surveyyyyyy">Type your cut contents here.<font size="1"><br /><strong>What is todays date?:</strong> may 30, 2006.<br /><strong>What is the time right now?:</strong> 8:41 pm<br /><br />~First things first~<br /><strong>Full name::</strong>Samantha&nbsp; Rachel<br /><strong>Birth Date::</strong> March 5<br /><strong>Age::</strong> 15<br /><strong>Sex::</strong> girl.<br /><strong>Religion:: jewish by birth, agnostic/other by choice</strong><br /><strong>Education Level::</strong> 9th, almost done<br /><strong>Race::</strong> caucasian<br /><strong>Heritage::</strong> german polish and a lot of other things<br /><strong>Where do you live?:</strong> missouri.<br /><strong>Where are you right now?:</strong> at home.<br /><strong>Where do you work?:</strong> nowhere.<br /><strong>Are you Single?:</strong> yes.<br /><br />~Relationships~<br />For the Single Guys/Gals:<br /><strong>Are you happy being Single?:</strong> i guess so.<br /><strong>Do you have your eye on someone?:</strong> eh.<br /><strong>Are you playing the field?:</strong> not so much.<br /><br /><strike>Taken Guys &amp; Gals<br />How long have you been in a relationship?: ...<br />Are you happy?: ....<br />Are you attached or playing the field?: ....</strike><br /><br /><br /><strong>Do you want to get married?:</strong> i don't know.<br /><strong>---when?:</strong> or if.<br /><strong>What about kids... Do you want any??:</strong>yes<br /><strong>--- How many?:</strong> 2,3,4<br /><br />~Schooling~<br /><strong>Name of Elementry School::</strong> indian hollow...then burr<br /><strong>--- Mascott:::</strong> indian.....then panther<br /><strong>--- Fav. teacher:::</strong> mrs. smith....then ms. gavren<br /><strong>--- Fav. Class:::</strong> art &amp; music.<br /><strong>--- Fav Activities:::</strong> eating lunch and playing box ball with brooke gruman<br /><strong>--- Who were your friends?:</strong> brooke, amy, cat, jen, stef, elissa, michelle, kaitlin, joe, rebecca, melanie, lauren, and more? iguess?<br /><strong>Name of middle school::</strong> commack<br /><strong>--- mascott:::</strong> wildcat<br /><strong>--- Fav. Teacher:::</strong> idk. emola was cool. i guess<br /><strong>--- Fav. Class:::</strong> chorus<br /><strong>--- Did you play any sports?:</strong> no no no.<br /><strong>--- What activities did you participate in?:</strong> the musical, choruses, yea<br /><strong>--- Who were you close friends?:</strong>oh gosh...brooke, amy, kaitlin, alyssa, jen, katie, jessica, joey, brad, owen, mike, taylor, matthew, nicole, danielle, stef, kristin, mia, danielle, aimee, melanie, rebecca, joe p., joe m., ERIKA,greg<br /><strong>Name of High School::</strong> commack<br /><strong>--- Mascott::</strong>cougar<br /><strong>--- Colors:::</strong> black and gold<br /><strong>--- Fav. teacher:::</strong> hershkowitz &amp; frankones.<br /><strong>--- Fav. Class:::</strong> chorus, studyhall, global<br /><strong>--- Sports Played:::</strong> HAHAHHHAHAHA funny<br /><strong>--- Any activities/clubs:::</strong> tri-m, womens choir (hopefully other choirs in the future), musical, ITS.....next year you can add SADD and GSA and pay it forward&lt;3<br /><strong>--- Were you a Jock/prep/outkast/loner/Goth/etc:::</strong> hi im sam..dont label me....<br /><strong>--- Fav thing about this school:::</strong> music wing</font><font size="1"><br /><strong>--- What did you despise about this school?:</strong>: welcome to hoemack...where shall i start?<br /><br /><strike>-Only if you are in college-<br />What college/University are you attending?:<br />--- Mascott:::<br />--- Colors:::<br />--- Major:::<br />--- Minors:::<br />--- Are you on a Sports team?:<br />--- Do you live on campus::<br />--- You like it?:</strike><br /><br />~Family~<br /><strong>Do you live in a broken family?:</strong> no<br /><strong>How many siblings do you have?:</strong> two<br /><strong>--- Step Siblings?:</strong> none.<br /><strong>--- Half Siblings?:</strong> zeroooo.<br /><strong>--- Step Parents?:</strong> nonenenenfn.<br /><strong>Are you guys scattered about or close?:</strong> close<br /><strong>Do you have daily traditions?:</strong> no?<br /><strong>--- What about holiday traditions?:</strong> we eat.<br /><strong>What is your mom's name?:</strong> bonnie<br /><strong>--- Her Maiden Name?:</strong> kurtz<br /><strong>What is your Dad's name?:</strong> jeffery<br /><br />~Memories~<br /><strong>What is your earliest memory?:</strong> wizard of oz auditions probably...idk why though<br /><strong>What is your favorite memory?:</strong> idk.<br /><strong>Have you gone to any concerts?:</strong> a few<br /><strong>--- Where was it?:</strong> idk<br /><strong>--- Who did you see?:</strong> britney spears (HOLLLERRR), american idol season 2, sarah mclachlan, wired, plain white t's, dropping daylight, the audition, spitalfield,......idk what im forgetting.<br /><br /><strong>Where was your first vacation?:</strong> fl?<br /><strong>Where have you gone on vacations?:</strong> places<br /><strong>What was your favorite vacation?:</strong> cruise<br /><br />~Your Future~<br /><strong>Do you want to live in a city?:</strong> sure...not forever though<br /><strong>How about somewhere rural?:</strong> semi<br /><strong>How about somewhere inbetween?:</strong> yess<br /><strong>Do you have someplace in mind?:</strong> ehh<br /><strong>--- What is it?:</strong> idk<br /><strong>What occupation would you like to have?:</strong> child psychologist<br /><strong>--- Do you think you will ever obtain this objective?:</strong> we'll see.<br /><br />~Political Aspects~<br /><strong>Do you vote?:</strong> i'm not old enough yet.<br /><strong>--- If not, why?:</strong> ^<br /><strong>Do you take an interest in your goverment?:</strong> no<br /><strong>Do you watch/read the news?:</strong> nah<br /><strong>Are you a Republican, Democrat, or Liberal?:</strong> democrat is synonomous with liberal, you freaking genius....and liberal<br /><br />~Your Views~<br /><strong>Abortion:::</strong> pro-choice.<br /><strong>War:::</strong> unjust. every. single. one.<br /><strong>Drugs:::</strong> depressing.<br /><strong>Russia (I personally want to nuke them):::</strong> um. so they were bad in wwII. but i have no problem with them.<br /><strong>Terorism:::</strong> tragic.<br /><strong>Premarital Sex:::</strong> eh, as long as it's not casual &amp; you use protection. go for it.<br /><strong>Religions:::</strong> i despise organized religion. &lt;3 i love the person who did this before me because i agree with all of it.<br /><strong>Hisidic Jews:::</strong> hahahhaha love.<br /><strong>George W. Bush:::</strong> terrorist<br /><strong>Bill Clinton:::</strong> i wasnt old enough to know anything...so ireally cant say<br /><strong>Democracy:::</strong> good concept. but it never works.<br /><strong>Porn:::</strong> comical.<br /><strong>The Media:::</strong> needs to analyze itself.<br /><strong>Todays Standards implimented among the kids of today:::</strong> iehjrifdshyiudfh ERGH<br /><strong>Immigration:</strong> idc<br /><br />~What is your Favorite...~<br /><strong>Tv Show:::</strong> greys anatomy<br /><strong>Tv Channel:::</strong> yermom<br /><strong>Band:::</strong> idk<br /><strong>Song:::</strong> idk<br /><strong>Cell Phone Brand:::</strong> who cares?<br /><strong>Soft Drink:::</strong> coke<br /><strong>bevarage:::</strong> starbucks<br /><strong>Alcoholic Bevarage:::</strong> none.<br /><strong>Coputer Brand:::</strong> whatetever<br /><strong>Video game:::</strong> kareoke from alli's house<br /><strong>Game Console:::</strong> dc<br /><strong>Cereal:::</strong> idk<br /><strong>Sub:::</strong> cant think of it<br /><strong>Hot Sandwich:::</strong> idk<br /><strong>Dessert:::</strong> chocolate souflee<br /><strong>City:::</strong>nopo (its a town, w.e)<br /><strong>State:::</strong> ny<br /><strong>Country:::</strong>havent been to any but this one.<br /><strong>Animal:::</strong> doggggie<br /><strong>Shampoo:::</strong> pantene<br /><strong>Conditioner:::</strong> ^<br /><strong>Clothing Brand:::</strong> forever 21 &amp; delias<br /><strong>Subject:::</strong> music, english<br /><strong>teacher:::</strong> we've already covered all of this.<br /><strong>Eye Color:::</strong> green.<br /><strong>Hair Color:::</strong> i love dark brown.......buti m fond of my weird hair color too<br /><strong>Movie:::</strong> pay it forward, white oleander<br /><strong>Condiment:::</strong> mustard<br /><br />~Preferences - This or That~<br /><strong>IPOD/Cd Player:::</strong> ipod.<br /><strong>Staples/Tape:::</strong> staples.<br /><strong>Walmart/Kmart:::</strong> kmart.<br /><strong>Target/Kohls:::</strong> target.<br /><strong>Macy's/JcPenneys:::</strong> macy's.<br /><strong>Cash/ Credit:::</strong> cash.<br /><strong>Blue/red:::</strong> blue.<br /><strong>Black/ white:::</strong> white.<br /><strong>Hooded/non hooded:::</strong> hooded.<br /><strong>Jeans/Sweats:::</strong> jeans.<br /><strong>Aim/Phone:::</strong> aim<br /><strong>Renting/Movie Theatre:::</strong>renting<br /><strong>Short/Long hair:::</strong> both<br /><strong>Night/Day:::</strong> night.<br /><strong>Rain/Sun:::</strong> both.<br /><strong>Cloudy/Bright:::</strong> bright.<br /><strong>Hot/Cold:::</strong> warm<br /><strong>Water/Soda:::</strong> both<br /><strong>To Love/To fool around:::</strong> to love.<br /><strong>Comedy/Drama:::</strong> comedy.<br /><br /><strong>Day and Time done?:</strong> 8:57m. same day.<br /></font></div> http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/11319.html public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/10840.html Thu, 25 May 2006 21:19:24 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/10840.html 1) How old do you wish you were?<br />younger<br /><br />2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?<br />i was in mr. minnotts class, we saw it all on the tv. i didnt understand what was going on. the boys in my class thought it was some dumb action movie type thing and were laughing. then a women came into my classroom and yelled at mr.minnott for having it on. the day went by slowly.<br /><br />3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?<br />get mad.<br /><br />4) Do you consider yourself kind?<br />most of the time<br /><br />5) If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?<br />arm, back, foot, shoulder....depends on what i get<br /><br />6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?<br />american sign language<br /><br />7) Do you know your neighbors?<br />yes<br /><br />8) What do you consider a vacation?<br />Going somewhere, having fun and being away from stressful things for a while.<br /><br />9) Do you follow your horoscope?<br />Not really, sometimes i check when im bored<br /><br />10) Would you move for the person you loved?<br />I guess.<br /><br />12) Do you believe that opposites attract?<br />I guess so...well sometimes?<br /><br />13) Dream job?<br />Something helping people.<br /><br />14) Favorite channel(s)?<br />depends on my mood.<br /><br />15) Favorite place to go on weekends?<br />npt, someones house<br /><br />16) Showers or Baths?<br />Showers. <br /><br />17) Do you paint your nails?<br />sometimes<br /><br />18) Do you trust people easily?<br />sometimes<br /><br />19) What are your phobias?<br />being alone<br /><br />20) Do you want kids?<br />yes<br /><br />21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?<br />hahaha i have like 30 with 10 pages filled each.l<br /><br />22) Where would you rather be right now?<br />sleeping<br /><br />23) Who do you like right now?<br />ehh.<br /><br />24) Heavy or light sleeper?<br />inbetween<br /><br />25) Are you paranoid?<br />Very.<br /><br />26) Are you impatient?<br />At times<br /><br />27) Who can you relate to?<br />music.<br /><br />28) How do you feel about interracial couple?<br />Well I think that people who are against it are idiots. I mean it's no different than when two white people are together.<br /><br />30) What's your favorite pick up line?<br />None really.<br /><br />31) What's your main ringtone on your mobile?<br />fraggle rock.....ineed a new one &gt;_&lt;<br /><br />32) What were you doing at midnight last night?<br />Sleeping<br /><br />33) What did the last text on your cellphone say?<br />"Did you stay home?"<br /><br />34) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?<br />My own.<br /><br />35) What is your political stance?<br />heyaaaaaaaaaa democratic. i dislike bush immensely..ergghh<br /><br />36) Most recent movie you watched?<br />uhh, anchor man was on yesterday<br /><br />37) Name 3 things you have on?<br />disney t-shirt, studded belt, jeans<br /><br />38.) What color are your bed sheets?<br />a lot of ugly colors<br /><br />39) How much cash do you have on you right now?<br />25ish hah<br /><br />41) What's your favorite town/city?<br />nopo<br /><br />42) I can't wait till:<br />sat &lt;3333<br /><br />43) Who got you to join myspace?<br />audrey cruciani<br /><br />44) What did you have for dinner last night?<br />cereal....long story<br /><br />45) How tall are you barefoot?<br />5'3"<br /><br />46) Have you ever smoked heroin?<br />No<br /><br />48) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?<br />hot chocolate or coffee<br /><br />49) What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?<br />I don't know<br /><br />50) Do you have A.D.D.?<br />no<br /><br />51) What time did you wake up today?<br />640 (and i left my house by 655..take that...powwww)<br /><br />52) Current worry?<br />dont go there<br /><br />53) Current hate?<br />emotions<br /><br />54) Favorite place to be?<br />to be reallyyy specific....in northport, the old park part, on the swings, inbetween susie and daria<br /><br />55) Where would you like to travel?<br />everywhere<br /><br />56) Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?<br />I cant think that far.<br /><br />57) Last thing you ate?<br />chocolate<br /><br />58) What songs do you sing in the shower?<br />random songs<br /><br />59) Last thing that made you laugh?<br />my own stupidity<br /><br />60) Worst injury you've ever had?<br />my messed up ankle i guess<br /><br />61) Does someone have a crush on you?<br />I don't know. Don't think so because I'm butt ugly. (keeping what the person before me had)<br /><br />62) What's your favorite candy?<br />idk<br /><br />63) What song do you want played at your funeral?<br />=/....thats too depressing for thinking about http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/10840.html Hell Yeah blah public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/10652.html Sat, 20 May 2006 02:42:02 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/10652.html how<br />do<br />you<br />know<br />when<br />to<br />just<br />give<br />up<br />??<br /><br /><br /><br />mucho thinking. http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/10652.html public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/10402.html Fri, 19 May 2006 01:41:17 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/10402.html <font size="1">My name is: samantha.<br />I am: indescribable.<br />Right now, I feel: sick.<br />The sounds I hear are: will &amp; grace<br />Around me, I see: the computer, a water bottle, a printer, and a tv behind me.<br />I feel most connected to this person: toby.<br />I think it's weird that: people think im cool sometimes.<br />It bothers me when: people are ignorant.<br />The best thing about my personality is: im a dork.<br />My worst quality is: i am really insecure a lot of the time.<br />My favorite part about life is: having fun, laughing, friends.<br />This is attractive in the opposite sex: it depends on the person. just refer to a picture of that kid with the same gym period as me and ashley. =)<br />Sometimes, I wonder about: where i am going in life.<br />I usually get bored while: alone.<br />I'm afraid that: friendships wont last as long as i want them to.<br />If someone hates me, I: get over it, because they must not be worth it.<br />I admire: people who can be themselves and not care what other people think of them.<br />I wish: i understood you..<br />I feel exhilarated when: people truly love me.<br />I appreciate: the simple things.<br />I'll never get over: a lot of things..<br />The best thing to happen this week was: being really happy the whole time.<br />I feel fat after: eating a lot of food.<br />If I could tell the world just one thing, it would be: just live your life.<br />Some people are just so: immature and ignorant.<br />I'm optimistic about: bestfriend.<br />An event like this would traumatize me: anyone close to me getting raped.<br />I yearn for: summer vacation.<br />I'm jealous of: nocomment.<br />I trust: toby.<br />My intuition is usually: right.<br />One time, I spontaneously: made animal noises walking home on a voicemail haha...oh man today =).<br />I haven't had this feeling in a little while: complete helplessness.<br />I am proud of: improvement.<br />I would never be seen wearing: a thong that is pulled out of my jeans..g-ross.<br />The scariest dream I ever had was: i don't remember really.<br />I am annoyed because: of some people are so ignorant and stupid.<br />I feel most beautiful when: i feel comfortable with who i am. any of a few people tell me they genuinely love me<br />I could care less about: school.<br />My favorite kind of movie is: pay it forward.<br />I often get distracted by: my thoughts.<br />I am eager to: go to sleep tonight.<br />I'm glad that: i'm happier.<br />I feel guilty about: nothing.<br />This really hurts: aloneness..<br />I've finally made peace with the fact that: things will never get back to how they were.<br />I'm most talkative around: susie.<br />I was so embarrassed when: idk. <br />One feeling I hate is: depression.<br />One feeling I love is: love.</font> http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/10402.html public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/10090.html Tue, 16 May 2006 00:13:42 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/10090.html <font size="1">its been quite the good day. umm, normal school-wise. overall i was just really happy all day.<br /><br /><br />I really miss the followingpeople, like wow a lot:<br />1. DARIA GAIL MORGANSTERN...yeahh.<br />2. susie<br />3. felicia noel theloveofmylife brunneousmammothdancingslothteam blaich<br />4. mmmmmmmmaaaannnnddaaaa<br /><br /><br /><br />okay.<br /><br />yeah</font><br /><br /><font size="7" color="#33cccc">smile! someone loves you!</font><br /><font size="7" color="#ff99cc">spread the love all.</font> http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/10090.html brand new colony happy public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/9846.html Sun, 14 May 2006 02:30:33 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/9846.html <a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="woosh.">Can you name 13 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13 people...This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...No Cheating!!!<br /><br /><br />1. Madeleine<br />2. Daria<br />3. Susie<br />4. Eric L<br />5. Hana<br />6. Andrew<br />7.&nbsp; Flee<br />8. Amanda<br />9. Nicolaaa &lt;3<br />10. Jenn<br />11. Michelle<br />12. Mia<br />13. Eric T <br /><br />THE QUESTIONS:<br /><br />How did you meet 10?<br />I was born, and she was there<br /><br />What would you do if you had never met 3?<br />be very lost in the world of ducks and threeforever wouldnt even exist and ...aghh<br /><br />What would you do if 6 and 1 dated?<br />weird<br /><br />Have you ever seen 4 cry?<br />=X im not saying anything.<br /><br />Would 11 and 2 make a good couple?<br />nope<br /><br />Do you think 5 is cute?<br />aw yea<br /><br />How do you know 6?<br />classes? then horrible one bat mitzvah...then a bunch of amazing conversations...2 years later...bfffffl<br /><br />What's 7's favorite color?<br />agh, idk weird<br /><br />What would you do if 9 just confessed that they liked you?<br />be like...WOAH WHAT? then slowly say....no<br /><br />When was the last time you talked to number 2?<br />i dont know =(<br /><br />Fact about 4:<br />he constantly has to pee or eat......or both. =)<br /><br />Who is 3 going out with?<br />no one<br /><br />What does 8 do for a living?<br />shes a brunneous mammoth dancing sloth team member<br /><br />Would you ever live with 1?<br />aw yea<br /><br />Is 2 single?<br />yes<br /><br />Where does 7 live?<br />nopo<br /><br />What do you think about 2?<br />shes amazing..<br /><br />What is the coolest thing about 11?<br />her face. and her sister (sam that is) =) hah<br /><br />What is the best and worst thing about 5?<br />not answering.<br /><br />Who is 12 going out with?<br />miles<br /><br />What do you like about number 13?<br />hes cool.<br /><br /><br />Ok so all of them..<br />Bestestest Friend? ericsusiehana<br />Craziest Friend? susie<br />Closest Friend? =)<br />Best Dancer? andrew fo shizzle....haha jk jk jk. but hes a hellofa skanker hah<br />"Innocent" Friend? nicole<br />The completely Evil One? idk<br />Nicest? nicole<br />Meanest? hana =) but i love it.<br />The most unique? susie or daria<br />Tallest? eric or andrew?<br />Shortest? daria<br />The Shyest? nicole<br />The Partier? amanda? maybe flo?<br />Most bubbly? mia or shoozay<br />Most protective of you? ehl<br />Your most protective of? idk<br /><br />Which one.... o.0!?<br />smokes the most cigarettes? shell<br />smokes the most weed? uh, im not sure if she does or not so i wont say<br />drinks the most alcohol? see above<br />makes you laugh the most?&nbsp; susie eric<br />would you want to be stranded on an island with? daria<br />is the most safisticated? satisfied or sophisticated? SOMEone cant spell.<br />is the most photogenic? daria and amanda are both beautiful, in my opinion<br />would you like to live with? all of the above, minus 3 people <br /><br />who do you<br />Call the most? hana<br />Talk to more? eric<br />IM with the most?eric<br />mostly hang with? hana<br />live with? sisters<br />want to live with? all minus 3 people<br /><br /><br />[[[[WHO]]]]<br />makes you smile? everyoneee<br />tries to comfort you when times are bad? sisters, eric, hana<br />makes you laugh all the time? susie madeleine<br />makes you smile just by walking into the room? susie daria eric<br />hugs you as soon as they see you? daria<br /></div> http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/9846.html public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/9641.html Sat, 13 May 2006 19:23:31 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/9641.html <a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="Survey behind this =)"><font size="1">T | h | e | T | h | r | e | e | s |<br /><br />Name 3 schools you went to:<br />indian hollow!<br />burr intermediate<br />sufflok y JCC preschool &lt;3<br /><br />Name 3 things in your purse/backpack:<br />pen<br />keys<br />wallet<br /><br />Name 3 things you do when you're really stressed:<br />freak out<br />get a headache<br />get angry easily<br /><br />Name 3 favorite places to shop at:<br />forever XXI<br />delias<br />uh, idk<br /><br />Name 3 places you go on a daily basis:<br />my kitchen<br />my bed<br />my bathroom <br /><br />hah owned<br /><br />Name 3 favorite fruits:<br />strawberries!<br />plums are fun<br />bananas! &lt;--for the sake of that song. hah<br /><br />Three names you go by:<br />Sam<br />Sammy<br />Loser<br /><br />Three of your Favorite foods:<br />i<br />cant<br />choose<br /><br />Three things you are wearing right now:<br />sweatshirt<br />skirt &lt;--nyssma<br />tanktop<br /><br />| T | h | e | W | h | o | s |<br /><br />Who is in the house with you?<br />parents toby...jenn?maybe?<br /><br />Who did you get this survey from?<br />uhh, random lj survey site.<br /><br />Who are you thinking about right now?<br />chels, cuz im talking to her<br /><br />Who did you last talk to on the phone?<br />uh, Jenn<br /><br />Who do you sit next to in your 4th period class?<br />4th odd - miabia 4th even-nicole<br /><br />Whose birthday is next?<br />idk....=)<br /><br />Who was the last person you told you loved?<br />susie<br /><br />Who was the last person to say they loved you?<br />uhh, two people said it around the same time. =)<br /><br />Who do you wish you were with right now?<br />no one, im happy by myself right now<br /><br />Who gets on your nerves the most at school?<br />hahahahha. &gt;_&lt;<br /><br />| T | h | e | W | h | e | r | e | s |<br /><br />Where do you live?<br />NY<br /><br />Where is your phone?<br />charging<br /><br />Where is/are your parent(s)?<br />downstairs<br /><br />Where do you sleep?<br />in my room, obviously<br /><br />Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?<br />i dont remember, its old<br /><br />Where is the last place you took a ride to?<br />hills west<br /><br />Where in your house are you?<br />my room<br /><br />| T | h | e | W | h | a | t | s |<br /><br />What was the last thing you ate?<br />a chip!<br /><br />What color shirt are you wearing?<br />idk what color it is, its like...."creme" according to my mom<br /><br />What kind of cell phone do you have?<br />idk, its small<br /><br />What is the closest item near you that is blue?<br />my blanket<br /><br />What do you like best about school?<br />the actual school - the music wing<br />school in general - friendship<br /><br />What is your favorite color?<br />green<br /><br />What kind of surgery have you had?<br />i got teeth pulled? A LOT OF THEM.<br /><br />What do you wear more; jeans or shorts?<br />jeans<br /><br />What is the last movie you watched?<br />raise your voice was on tv today after nyssma, and i thought that was appropiate<br /><br />What song did you currently hear?<br />Revelling - Ani Difranco<br /><br />| T | h | e | W | h | e | n | s |<br /><br />When did you start school?<br />4?<br /><br />When is your birthday?<br />March 5<br /><br />When did you last go to the mall?<br />a week ago i think<br /><br />When was the last time you bought a pair of pants?<br />a while ago<br /><br />When did you last burn a candle?<br />yesterday<br /><br />When were you last at school?<br />yesterday</font></div> http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/9641.html Revelling content public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/9461.html Tue, 09 May 2006 02:48:58 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/9461.html Sometimes I have those days where the past sucks me in. Today was one of those days. I made the mistake of wallowing in past heartaches. And I guess I'll always have days such as these, the ones where you somehow find a way to question absolutely everything, past present and future.<br /><br />One thing really stuck out today, which is why I'm updating this. Today was a day where I really missed Mari Meyer. Yes, I know its been sometime since she passed away, but that doesn't how much it hurts sometimes. Mari was such a huge role model in my life. She always had this confidence about herself, even as she got really sick. She was always such a strong person, and it makes me wonder how people who suffer so much manage to remain so strong. I guess in times like those you hold on the strength you can. Anyway, back to my point. You'd think as time passed by things like this would become less important. Afterall, Rebecca and I have drifted and it seems like its been forever. But my mind will always wander to her, she had such an effect on my life, I can hardly begin to explain it. And there are moments when I'm with Rebecca and I swear Mari's there too. She's in Rebecca's smile and she's all around us. So here's to an everlasting role model, a strength like no other, and a lovely lovely person. I really hope heavens treating you well, whatever heaven is. I love you Mari, you always have been and always will be family to me.<br /><br />Have a good night everyone. http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/9461.html Molly Smiles relieved public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/8998.html Sun, 19 Mar 2006 06:41:35 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/8998.html So, tonight was the last perfomance of the Music Man at CHS. I was so sad at the end. It sucks thats its over. I seriously don't even know what I'm going to do with all my time. haha. No but seriously, this production has been an amazing expirence. I met so many amazing & talented people. And it was one of the few places I felt I really belonged. So many great memories we're made during rehearsals and performances. I truly will miss hanging out with everyone (give or take a few =]). This show let me get close to so many people I'd never have spoken to if it hadn't been in the show. The people involved, including cast pit crew and teachers are just so amazing, I can't even put it into words. You all made the musicwing/audotorium feel like a home. Thanks everyone for an amazing expirience. I love you guys so much.<br /><br /><br />&lt;3 Samm http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/8998.html dropping daylight confused public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/8756.html Mon, 20 Feb 2006 06:26:04 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/8756.html She is a sunset always beautiful, never the same as the night before, and carelessly taken for granted by each preoccupied eye.<br />Her emotions are a dead rose so tragic, so worn out from life, yet so beautiful.<br />Her secrets are handcuffs always in her way when she wanted to open up, never allowing her to be free.<br />However, her song is a dove, flying freely in the wind., such an utter grace<br />It allows her to land wherever the wind brings her.<br />She lands with whomever she wanted to tell her story.<br />And with open wings her song soars letting each person to glance with ease and take in the beauty.<br />But every song has an end, and once again she was a sunset.<br />A secret painted in the vibrant colors of the sky.<br />A beauty others don’t take the time to really enjoy.<br />She is so secretive, she is so tragically beautiful.<br /><br /><br /><br />i had to write it for english<br /><br />tell me if its any good<br /><br />thanks http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/8756.html the feverfew tired public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/8454.html Sat, 18 Feb 2006 22:22:02 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/8454.html So I haven't REALLY updated in a while, guess I've been kind of pre-occupied with other things, luckily Feb break means a lot more relaxing, despite the fact i have 454793875&nbsp;years of homework.<br /><br />I saw COE at the Y&nbsp;last Saturday. It was pretty awesome to see everyone. It made me pretty happy to see you all. <br /><br />&nbsp;Nothing's too new around here. I've been happy, minus when i was sick a couple days ago. But besides that, it's been pretty awesome. Especially last night, which was hanging out with Nicole and EricLevine. Then sleeping over Nicoles (obviously without Eric). The two of them are pretty much AMAZING and a half. And I love them, theyre the best everrr.<br /><br />I've had a lot on my mind lately, mostly stuff that can be seemingly stupid in the scheme of things that have been on my mind in the past year or so. Nonetheless, theres a lot. I'm still trying to figure out what to do. I don't really know if&nbsp;I'm pissed or upset or I dont care. Thankfully Shainas pretty much amazing in&nbsp;lunch, and Nicole and I talked about a lot last night. I love friends.<br /><br />14 days til Michelle takes Jenn &amp; I to the city to see Rent on Broadway. I'm pretty psyched about it. Especially considering that we're going the day before my birthday. Woosh. So amazing. =)<br /><br />15 days til my birthday fools...get me good stuff!! ahaha. Just Kidding =).<br /><br />-Sam! http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/8454.html confused public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/8247.html Fri, 10 Feb 2006 14:14:54 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/8247.html waddup studyhall being in the computer lab.<br /><br />yeah harriet showed me how to get on livejournal and myspace from here. woooshhh<br /><br />alyssas with me...shes pretty much amazing. x 544837598436734957498579673498753981239487<br /><br />i have to study for math now though<br />and steal alyssas food =)<br /><br />keep it real, yo.<br /><br /><br />-samsamsamsamsamsamsamsamsamsamsamsamsamsamsamsamsamsamsamsamsamsam http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/8247.html bored public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/7991.html Sat, 28 Jan 2006 21:59:57 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/7991.html (1) Your gender: female<br />(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight<br />(3) Single?: yes<br />(4) Want to be?: i dont care<br />(5) Your birth day: 3.5.91<br />(6) Age you act: deoends on my mood.<br />(7) Age you wish you were: im fine where i am<br />(8) Your height: 5'3ish<br />(9) The color of your eyes: hazel/green/brown<br />(10) Happy with it?: sure<br />(11) The color of your hair: auburn/red/brown<br />(12) Happy with it?: yea<br />(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right<br />(14) Your living arrangement?: with my parents<br />(27) Your family: mom, dad,sisters, toby<br />(29) What's your job: none<br />(30) Piercings?: one in each ear<br />(31) Tattoos?: none<br />(32) Obsessions?: music<br />(35) Do you speak another language? spanish...and i can read hebrew<br />(36) Have a favorite quote?: "that which is loved is always beautiful"-jennifer hendricks, <u>slim to none</u><br />(37) Do you have a webpage?: livejournal, myspace<br /><br />DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it<br />(38) Do you live in the moment?: it depends on what the situation is<br />(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: pretty tolerant<br />(40) Do you have any secrets?: who doesnt?<br />(41) Do you hate yourself?: at times<br />(42) Do you like your handwriting?: sometimes<br />(43) Do you have any bad habits?: name one person who doesnt<br />(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: i dont know, it depends on the person<br />(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: noidea =)<br />(46) What's your biggest fear?: losing people i love<br />(47) Can you sing: when do i not<br />(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nope. cool kids suck...dorks&lt;3<br />(49) Are you a loner?: sometimes, but not usually<br />(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: sure<br />(52) Are you a daredevil?: not really,no<br />(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes<br />(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: can be both<br />(55) Have you got a ?: uh...<br />(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? ihavenoidea.<br />(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: emotional stablility<br />(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love<br />(59) How do you vent?: write, blast music, talk to someone, cry<br />(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: it depends on what it is...<br />(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: sure, but i wouldnt go and change what ive done.<br />(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: its had its ups and downs but to live at all is a good thing<br />(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: live for today.<br />(64) What do you like the most about your body?: hairrrr<br />(65) And least?: face? haha idk<br />(66) Do you think you are good looking?: idk, i dont really judge myself...but...ehh not so much<br />(67) Are you confident?: sometimes<br />(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: ihavenoidea.<br />(69) Do people know how you feel?: a few<br />(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: by some...but not by the people that matter<br />DO YOU...<br />(71) Smoke?: nope<br />(72) Do drugs?: nope<br />(73) Read the newspaper?: no<br />(74) Pray?: not the way were taught in jew school<br />(75) Go to church? no<br />(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: no<br />(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: not really.<br />(78) Take walks in the rain?: &lt;33<br />(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes<br />(80) Drive?: i WISH<br />(81) Like to drive fast?: i wish i could driveeee<br /><br />HAVE YOU EVER...<br />(82) Liked your voice?: sure<br />(83) Hurt yourself?: i walked into a wall before, true story..haha =)<br />(84) Been out of the country?: yea<br />(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: no<br />(86) Burped?: oh man yes<br />(87) Been unfaithful?: no<br />(88) Been in love?: no<br />(89) Done drugs?: no<br />(90) Gone skinny dipping?: no<br />(92) Had a surgery?: no<br />(93) Ran away from home?: no<br />(94) Played strip poker: nope<br />(95) Gotten beaten up?: no<br />(97) Been picked on?: yea<br />(98) Been on stage?: yep &lt;33333333333333<br />(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: i dont drink- never have<br />(100) Slept outdoors?: yes<br />(101) Thought about suicide?: not in the way that i would go through with it. more like "who would really notice" etc<br />(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yes<br />(103) If yes, what is your record?: about a day and a half<br />(105) Talked on the phone all night?: no..but close to it once over the summer<br />(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: me and greg diamond used to have sleepovers all the time when we were mini =)<br />(107) Slept all day?: yep<br />(108) Killed someone?: haha..no<br />(109) Made out with a stranger?: nope<br />(110) Had sex with a stranger?: nope<br />(111) Thought you're going crazy?: haha yes<br />(112) Kissed the same sex?: nope<br />(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: nope<br />(114) Been betrayed?: yes..<br />(115) Had a dream that came true?: idk<br />(116) Broken the law?: no<br />(117) Met a famous person?: yes i have &lt;3pwts<br />(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: nope<br />(146) Stolen anything?: nope, but i was there when my friend did...but i didnt know she was doing it...pssh like a year ago.<br />(147) Been on radio/TV.?: no<br />(148) Started a mosh-pit?: not a real one =)<br />(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: yes<br />(150) Considered religious vocation?: hahah no<br />(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: no<br />(152) Bungee jumped?: nope..<br />(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yea<br /><br />CLOTHES and other fashion<br />(154) Shoe brand?: converse...random brands that i find for cheap =)<br />(155) Brand of clothing?: well idk, stores: delias and 579 and hottopic and foreverXXI and wetseal/contempo<br />(156) Cologne/perfume?: i use body spray stuff from bath and body works.=)<br />(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: jeans and some type of shirt<br />(159) Wear hats?: no<br />(161) Wear make-up?: a bit<br />(162) Favorite place to shop?: delias<br />(163) Favorite article of clothing?: idk, random stuff<br />(164) Are you trendy?: hah....hahaha....no...im really really random<br />(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: no<br /><br />BELIEFS<br />(166) Believe in life on other planets?: yes<br />(167) Miracles?: yes i do<br />(168) Astrology?: a bit<br />(169) Magic?: not really<br />(170) God?: yes<br />(171) Satan?: no<br />(172) Santa?: oh yes! (haha michelle fiorvanti &lt;3)<br />(173) Ghosts?: yes<br />(174) Luck?: yes<br />(175) Love at first sight?: no<br />(176) Yin and Yang?: ehh<br />(177) Witches?: no<br />(178) Easter bunny?: nope<br />(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: itd be hard..but maybe<br />(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: =)iwish<br />(181) Do you wish on stars?: i have before<br /><br />LOVE, and all that<br />(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no<br />(183) Do you remember your first love?: didnt happen yet<br />(184) Still love him/her?: --<br />(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: idk<br />(186) What do you find romantic?: idk<br />(187) Turn-on?: nicekids<br />(188) Turn-off?: jerks<br />(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: nooo<br />(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: i would feel bad for them and just try to be their friend<br />(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: id like knowing them first<br />(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: it is<br />(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes<br />(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: hahno<br />(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: depends on who your talking about<br />(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: guys have the "im a man i cant cry and i have to solve all problems with violence" instinct..grr<br />(207) What's the last present someone gave you? HEADBANDS AND BRACELETS AND A BODYWASH THING AND JOLLY RANCHERS &lt;3 daria haha bff<br />(208) Are you in love?: no<br />(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: idonthaveone<br />(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: hahahah it depends who im with...if it was like ashley, im sure we'd stop and stare...but usually prob just glance and keep walking<br /><br />WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...<br />(211) That haunted you?: haunted? i dont know<br />(212) You wanted to kill?: =)nocomment..haha...<br />(213) That you laughed at?: in person--susie and daria online--eric levine<br />(214) That laughed at you?: see above<br />(215) That turned you on?: hahahha. <br />(216) You went shopping with?: my mom =)<br />(217) That broke your heart?: idk<br />(218) To disappoint you?: nocomment<br />(219) You asked out?: no one<br />(220) To make you cry?: -----nocomment<br />(221) To brighten up your day?: eric levine and leah&ashley..<br />(222) That you thought about?: leah cuz im talking to her<br />(223) You saw a movie with?: i dont remember...umm..=)<br />(224) You talked to on the phone?: my mom<br />(225) You talked to through IM?: leah and ashley<br />(226) You saw?: mom<br />(227) You lost?: =/<br />(229) You thought was completely insane?: eric targe...cuz he saw the pix from yesterday<br />(230) You wanted to be?: no one<br />(231) You told off?: matt recio..but were cool now<br />(232) You trusted?: leah or ericlevine...<br />(233) You turned down to hang out?: leah and ashley just now...=(<br /><br />WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU<br />(234) Smiled?: a little while ago <br />(235) Laughed?: a little while ago <br />(236) Cried?: wed..longtimeago=)<br />(237) Bought something?: ummmmmm tuesday maybe<br />(238) Danced?: yesterday<br />(239) Were sarcastic?: yesterday<br />(240) hugged someone?: yesterday &lt;3dar and susie<br />(241) Talked to an ex?: --<br />(242) Watched your fave movie?: about a week ago<br />(243) Had a nightmare?: a couple nights ago<br />(245) Talked on the phone?: this morning<br />(246) Listened to the radio?: prob a long time ago<br />(247) Watched TV?: today<br />(248) Went out?: yesterday<br />(249) Helped someone?: yesterday<br />(250) Were mean?: last night<br />(251) Sang?: now<br />(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: dontremember<br />(253) Said "I love you"?: today...major ilumore fight with my bfffffl yo<br />(254) Missed someone?: now<br />(255) Fought with a family member?: idk<br />(256) Fought with a friend?: last night<br />(257) Had a serious conversation?: today<br />(258) Got drunk?: never<br />(259) Had sex?: never<br />(260) Bye: Adios http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/7991.html rent bored public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/7922.html Sat, 21 Jan 2006 06:42:20 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/7922.html Yo! Yeah, it's kind of late but oh well, I felt like updating. A lots happened since the last update.<br /><br />On Wed, I had one of the most amazing expiriences in my life. During which, my admiration for Jenn Michelle & especially Kelly grew so much. They are seriously the strongest people in my life, I can't imagine myself had none of them been part of my life.<br /><br />Today was day one of midterms. Math was EASY...oh my gosh, surprising much?! No, seriously, Dryburgh wasnt too much of a dick this time. Umm, then I had english which was easy too. After midterms Hana Eric Matt and I stayed for schedualing stuff. Between Erics singing veggetales and the whole "CHICKEN?! WHY CHICKEN!?" thing, it was pretty great....or just a waste of time. Then Hana and I walked back to my house, then went to Applebees. At which we were prettty stupid, and all the waiters were singing along Michael Jackson (true story I swear). And I almost choked on soda a few times. HAHA, and the waiters name was Mmatt! WITH TWO M's. heckkkk yesssss. Then um, I came home, and was bored for a while. Til I went to Ruby Tuesdays with my family, and like 3497347 fights almost broke out and the little kid next to us had MAJOR gas issues. hah.<br /><br />Then I went to Hanas with BECCAAABOOO! whom I missed a lot! We watched Red Eye, which was pretty awesome. It made me laugh a lot, even though it wasnt funny. Whatever I'm a weird kid.<br /><br />Anyway, I kind of need to sleep cuz tomorrows MICHELLES BIRTHDAYYY! Which means major celebrations and such.<br /><br />Have a good weekend everyone.<br /><br />-sam http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/7922.html Shine <3 - plain white t's tired public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/7511.html Sun, 15 Jan 2006 04:25:05 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/7511.html here is a thing i left out,<br /><br /><br />in 05 I realized just how important my sisters are. and at this point, i have three role models in my life...michelle jenn and kelly...all of which are so strong and genuinely amazing. All three have taught me so much, especially during the 2nd half the year. The three of them truely are AMAZING.<br /><br /><br /><br />and....toby remains a godly figure in my life =)<br /><br /><br />=D<br /><br />bye. http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/7511.html SFANW! public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/7398.html Sun, 15 Jan 2006 03:38:18 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/7398.html waddddupppp lj?! =)<br /><br />its been quite a while.<br /><br />the past 15ish days ive been contemplating whether or not to reflect on the wonderfully tragic year of 2005. So, heres what i decided...im not posting what happened for most things, mostly just how ive changed and such. Feel free to read if you would like to.<br /><br /><br />So..I guess I've changed a lot. 2005 brought upon a lot of changes for me. I've started to discover myself for who I want to be, and I've stopped trying to live by what people expect of me. I've also realized how I cant really rely on anyone but myself, which I'm slowly but surely getting used to not really counting on people so much. I've also started backing away from allowing everyone to rely on me. I mean, I still care about all of my friends and if htey need me I'll always be there, but I finally have the strength to say I cant take some of the stuff that they say, and Ive finally been able to take care of myself along with others. I also started being more true to myself, and my feelings. I also realized I am my own person, and not what my parents say I am. I stopped presenting myself differnetly in front of family and such. I am who I am, and if they didnt accept that..well to bad for them.<br /><br />Friendships took a lot of hits this year too. I had a few close friends that I thought would be in it for a long run. But they were all ended from stupid reasons, but I guess nothing lasts forever anyway, and I was stupid to think it would.<br /><br />Everything fell part in 2005, but thankfully, its slowly being put back together.<br /><br />2005 was a pretty negative year for me, probally the worst year of my life so far...but I got through it, and thats all that matters to me at this point. And although a lot sucked, a lot of good came out of it. Before this year, I hardly knew one person who I should have known far better, and for the first time, I saw her in every light, not just the one she presented to me. Also, I finally got my own voice in my house, and I'm taken more seriously around here. Also, I've stopped living in my past and constantly worrying about my future, I'm really starting to live "Just For Today."<br /><br />I'm really thankful for everyone I in my life throughout 05...whether they remain in my life, or dont...whether a good part of it or a bad. You all had some effect on me that I'll take along with me while I try to figure out who I am and who I will become.<br /><br /><br />So...happy belated New Year, hope 06's a good one for you.<br /><br /><br />Love Always,<br />Samantha http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/7398.html Fixing Her Hair - Ani Difranco calm public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/7129.html Tue, 18 Oct 2005 02:17:18 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/7129.html hmm lots to write about considering i havent updated it 39047397 years =]. woo.<br /><br /><br />well short and to the point updates:<br /><br />friendships that end were never real friendships...so eff off, i dont need you anyway =]<br /><br />i love justin schuman and joshua schwartzman, cuz they make me really happy.<br /><br />faye is by far the funnest person everrr and pretty much amazing. and i live for going to concerts with her and going completely insane. haha wow. fayeee...iheartchoo<br /><br />amber rocks my world. &lt;3 bff<br /><br />i miss susie a lot<br /><br />i hate my math teacher a lot<br /><br />i love my sisters more than anyone in the entire world. end of story<br /><br />=]<br /><br /><br /><br />imtired and want to talk to people. so bye.<br /><br /><br /><br />and dont want to update more http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/7129.html first day of my life-bright eyes exhausted public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/6858.html Sun, 11 Sep 2005 16:56:42 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/6858.html things to vent about:<br />1. bar mitzvah today<br />2. gparents being here<br />3. friendships<br /><br /><br />1. todays dannys bar mitzvah, no ones going to be there for me to hang out with. thanks to the fact david will has his gf there, so theyll be all over eachother. so i guess im stuck with vannah, whos cute but, i dont feel like spending 5 hours with a effing four year old. i really wish jenn was home so she could come, itd make it a LOT better.<br /><br />2. my gparents are here. and if i hear one more effing time that im "perfect" im going to scream. im not anything close to perfect, so saying repeatdly anything about me is perfect, makes me feel guilty for not being better then i am.. ahh. i know it sounds stupid, but it makes me feel even more like crap. pssh. effers. OH ANOTHER THING. IM NOT FOUR YEARS OLD, AND I DO UNDERSTAND WHATS GOING ON IN MY OWN HOUSE SO STOP MAKING IT LIKE I WONT UNDERSTNAD ANYTHING. erghh<br /><br />3. umm, i hate friendships that mean a super lot to me and like nothing to the other person, a lot. i dont care if i sound like an idiot right now, but it really seems like one of my best friends just stopped caring because school started and she can be with her school friends more now. i hate when people do that, a lot. like i was only needed for the two months and now ive done what i needed to do so they can just leave. as if it doesnt really matter anyway. whatever, i really give up. http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/6858.html Best of Me- The Starting Line lonely public http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/6574.html Mon, 05 Sep 2005 18:15:54 GMT http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/6574.html hmm..interesting title...no?<br /><br />hah. anyway...school in 2 days [ickkk] but lets not go there...kay?<br /><br />so! umm saturday was felicia and julias luau/disco/black and white formal party. hah. wow. it was good considering i only knew flee and jul. but...i love them a lot so pssh yeah. theyre friends are awesome.<br /><br />random fact- I LOVE MANDA CUZ SHES COOLER THEN YOU.<br /><br />OOH! and me and brad are talking again. yay for having, what, 2 friends in commack. yeah prettty much. heh. imadork. =]<br /><br />um i dont want to update, i just kinda.psshed. and wanted to write something<br />so yeah, bye<br />sam<br /><br />btw- <h1><big><big><big><big><b><i> you are beautiful</b></i></big></big></big></big></h1> http://xcagesorwings.livejournal.com/6574.html amy malkoff- if only blechhhhhhhhhh public